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11 July 2010 @ 12:30 pm
haven't been around.  
I've been lurking around... getting my celeb gossip from ONTD, but I haven't had the time to write. I need to just release everything. I know no one is listening, but this past year has been so hard. School has become increasingly difficult and I just need to figure things out. I know I'll never be a doctor... so, what's next? What do I do now? I have never thought about my future and now it's finally the time to. This past year, I've struggled so much internally with depression and ADHD. I hate it. I feel like I'm constantly behind everyone else... that I'm constantly at a deficit. But I don't want to be. I've become so good at hiding everything that I'm struggling with. No one knows that I'm just feeling tremendously alone.

Sad, I know. But, I refuse to be broken down. I'm still building myself up. Grades, self-esteem, etc. I'm not hiding anymore. This is a new chapter. I'm going to be the new and improved Journey. Watch out world, because I'm destined for greatness.

Oh, and I'm back. I think this will help me a lot of with the stress in my life.

father.fois on January 10th, 2011 01:15 pm (UTC)
i love your username. jut letting you know ;m;